It is 3:03 AM on 11-11-2012, I was just sitting here feeling a little crappy about myself. I was thinking about how I just ate a bunch of chex mix and am sick as a dog now. While feeling like a fat helpless big, I was definitely wallowing in self pity then I caught a glimps of myself in the reflection of my computer screen. I was a little surprised at what I saw. I didn't see a fat pig, it was actually quite the opposite, I saw a beautiful face staring back at me. To be quite honest I don't think I give myself enough credit. I think I focus so much on the things I think I'm lacking and I have a tendency to replace all the good things about me with negative... Why? human nature maybe? I don't know but it is going to be my goal for the next month to pick one positive thing about myself each day and focus on that. release the negative from me and bring the positive in... Oh boy, this may be a challenge but if I could go on a strictly liquid diet for a month I can definitely do this. I will start now; I actually have beautiful hands, I have long beautiful fingers and my nails are always manicured in a beautiful french tip, not to mention I have been blessed with the most beautiful creative wedding ring I have ever seen. Yes I am bias, but who can blame me the ring is my special ring. On that positive note I am going to sign out and go to bed. Night yall!
P.S. the Pictures above are of the night Jake and I got engaged! Amazing night!
